madhelski

What would people do, If today they heard I died? How many people would laugh, And how many people would cry? Would they try to hold it in, Pretend that they were strong? Or if they didn’t cry at all, Would they think that they were wrong? What about the first man in my life, Would he shed a tear at all? Or would he not know how to take it, And on the ground he’d fall? I wonder how many people would be in shock, Now that my life has been erased. Would the places that I once filled Stay empty, or would I be replaced? I wonder who would jump for joy? How my teachers would react. Or how many people I never knew, Upon whose lives I have impact? Would people show their feelings at all, Or would they have too much pride? How many people would say they love me, Finally, on the day I died. 

What if I say I shall not wait!
What if I burst the fleshly Gate-
And pass, escaped- to thee!

What if I file this Mortal- off-
See where it hurt me- That?s enough-
And wade in Liberty!

They cannot take me- any more!
Dungeons can call- and Guns implore;
Unmeaning- now- to me-

As laughter- was- an hour ago-
Or Laces- or a Traveling Show-
Or Who died- yesterday!

I REACH INTO MY HEART AND LOVE IS FOUND THERE. THE LOVELINESS THAT CARESSES ME IS KNOWN TO MY HEART BY THE SOFTNESS EXHIBITED IN YOUR FABULOUS EYES. I REACH INTO MY HEART AND THE MEEKNESS OF YOUR SMILE IS THE DECOR OF MY SOUL. BY THE EXTENSION OF MY HAND TO YOURS, I’M REACHING WITHIN TO SURRENDER AND LAY MY LOVE AT YOUR FEET. I SEARCH MY MIND AND SUCH BEAUTIFUL THOUGHTS OF OUR FRIENDSHIP BLESS MY LIPS WITH SMILES GENERATING EMOTIONS THAT SWEETEN MY INWARD HAPPINESS AT THE LOVE I HAVE FOR YOU. WITH MY MIND’S EYE, SCRUTINIZING MY AFFECTIONS FOR YOU, THERE I’VE DISCOVERED ONE MISSING LINK TO THE CHAIN THAT LOCKS OUR HEARTS TOGETHER. I REACH FORTH FOR YOUR LOVE, MY DEAREST. I FIND BLOOD AND TEARS. I SPEAK OF MY HEART, BUT YOU ARE NOT NEAR TO HEAR ME SAY, I LOVE YOU.

Once upon a time
In a land far away,
You and I loved
Yet in a different way.
For we have always been together
In more than just this life,
And will be forever
Now that you are my wife.

Because soulmates are made
For eternity,
To love and to cherish
Just you and me.

Now should you get mad
At something I might do,
Just remember that I love you
And that you love me too!

That mysterious way you look at me
I feel so warm inside.
I can't believe you're here with me
standing by my side.
Your lips are soft and sweet,
like sugar to the heart.
I feel so sad, and want to weep
whenever we're apart.
Your eyes are so enchanting
like sweet words to the soul.
I'm sorry that I'm ranting,
I just need you to know.
All of this I say to you
not to make you blush.
But to tell you that I love you,
and you'll always have my trust.
I love you more than anything
more than words can say.
For you I will do anything
any given day.

I know at times I have not been the best,
and there were times that I have failed your tests.
There were days when you were oh-so alone,
a couple of sad times with no-one's fault but my own.

I would give you anything I can, anything at all,
I wish I could be there to catch every tear that might fall.
I wish that forever wasn't just a word you say.
I love you, baby, please don't go away.

I may not be your knight in shinning armor, as you see,
but only for you I am being the best I can be.
I love you even more than you know,
you never leave me, you're in my heart wherever I go.

Please kiss me and hold me so tight,
encourage me that things will be all right,
That I am not wrong for loving a person like you,
a person who makes all of my dreams come true.

A true person I am, as I always will be,
I have been very stupid lately, please forgive me.
Give me one more chance, hell, maybe two,
but whatever happens I don't ever want to lose you.

I wish I could see you,
Face to face,
Look into your eyes, and know...

I wish I could hear you,
Sweet talk me,
Make me feel safe, and know...

I wish I could touch you,
Feel your warmth,
Hold you close, and know...

I wish I could taste you,
Kiss you deep,
So soft and sweet, and know...

I wish I could smell you,
Take you in,
Awaken desire, and know...

I wish I could love you,
Truly, madly,
Be all to you, and know...
You're real...

Quit asking if I love you
Doubting, when I try
Quit looking for the answer
When neither one of us knows why

Do believe I love you
Look into my eyes
For there you’ll find
  the truth between us…
Never any lies